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by h_mA

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1.
Beside You 03:13
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For the first time, in free-fall Taking our streams where they may lead How did we get here? What even are we The only thing that makes sense is that I can't walk beside you, in this world we've made that clear I think we get off here. It was nice while when we were the same But that's not here, or maybe it wasn't ever really I can't walk beside you, I think this world will make that clear I think we get off here. I thought one day, that we'd be the same But that's not here, and maybe Won't ever be really
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Necrofantasy 03:52
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4:09, feeling like a stone. Ghosts in the rain, wondering who we are. Old faces, they flash us by. A look in his eye, tells you all you need to know. The cat's in the river, can't hang on much more, but What if we just pretend that you didn't fucking murder a child Well maybe then we can live and die with peace in our hearts 5:09, perched atop my throne. Stuck together with tape, we made it all our own. Old faces, their memories die. Some moss and a key, circling around the drain. The cat's in the river, can't hang on much more, but What if we just pretend that you didn't fucking murder a child Well maybe then we can live and die with peace in our hearts Old dead dreams, old dead dreams, old dead fantasies, I rip your cold disgusting hand out to make of my own
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Invite Yourself 04:41
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Ghosts pass by, from when we thought we knew What life was for and how to dance with time forever. A book who's stories seemed they would stretch and pull Our bones into the end. Like this was everything. Deep down I think we knew We couldn't stay here We couldn't be here Never belonged here It's all just like that Old feeling I'm just a girl. Shattered globes dig in my hands, beyond repair. The wind still pushes through, filled with long dead voices. The party's coming, but you have to invite yourself. Take the path she's given you. New snow globes, it's strange, it's all you've got it's A new wind, whispering to you. You can't make out it's words, but it doesn't seem important. The party's coming, but you have to invite yourself.
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(Interspace 1) 02:24
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Unearthly 05:10
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You have to go without knowing how Reach out your hand The hand feels strange Like it doesn't know or doesn't care Drifting through all these years, something wasn't here. Keeping my head above was still too much to bear, so I wasn't there Something in life was gone, and now You have to go without knowing how Even after all of these years, something isn't here. I can pretend to swim, but it still just isn't me, I'm not here Something in life is gone, and now You have to go without knowing how Somewhere far away, it all feels the same Reach out your hand All drenched in blood Please god just help, don't let me drown Our ticket out of here is fading What else can we do, with all they've given you
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Look at You Now 03:48
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Stand back. Look at all the ways your stars have shined Do you think you'll be with them some day? You know that's what kept you here for so damn long Now they're gone and you're still stuck back here And when the sands of time erode your hopes, what comes of you now? What comes of you now that You missed your climb into frames of time, now who gives a damn? Not them. Now Look at You Now Does it even matter? And do I even care? It's still gnawing at me, must mean something. I know it's unfair and that it's not my fault. It just doesn't feel that way sometimes. A lack of order A gradual decline into disorder The feeling that all your worth is gone until your rebirth
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14 Old Bloodstains 05:36
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Back in here again Fourteen old bloodstains Still just the same we've always Been. And yet, you can't even control me? Or do you want to? Even deserve to? You know deep down this hell's deserved, you see? I'm just drowning you in honesty And all these castles where you stay You know they're just sand, washed away It's all just natural to not belong there Or anywhere You look so scared, you look so free You know what's best, it just hurts me Stumbling like that, it just can't do you any good Just like it should
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(Interspace 2) 04:10
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9.
Another Person 08:18
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Drifting in stasis, with the weight of our all lives crushing beneath it all. No feelings or emotions, lest they take us at our lowest point. Feeling nostalgic for a time that never was and wanting nothing more. Than anything at all. A familiar face down the hall, it just stares with quiet admiration No name and from a time that never was, and yet it feels so real In it's eyes there's something gone, something that you'd never thought you'd see again All it says is Do you feel like a different person? No? (small giggle) That's fine, if I'm honest I wouldn't have it any other way But still, even just the fact you're here, it's like I could conquer anything. Just like you. I hope that you feel this way someday. But now, we both know you have your own world to make. Tearing scars into the sky as reminder we were here at all Commanding everything in you to take your fears and crush them into earth Screaming "I love what I do and I won't let you kill me anymore this is who I am" Do you feel like a different person? No? That's fine, if I'm honest I wouldn't have it any other way But still, you've given me something that I didn't know I had. it's like I could conquer anything. Just like you. I hope that you feel this way someday. But now, we both know you have your own world to make. Bold and sad Full of everything That you are Thank you for everything Do you feel like a different person? I think I feel like a different person

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A mourning, screeching journey to a new beginning.

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released July 30, 2022

Clarinet on track 3 by Echolane
Guitar on tracks 5 and 9 by Scatterbrain (who has requested it be known that he played the parts while shirtless)

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